In 2017 , I visited badrika ashram and met Guru maharaj. During discourse, guru maharaj said that संतान आपकी सम्पति नही होती हैं ये ईश्वर की धरोहर हैं। These words were printed in my heart forever. After one month from returning ashram,I got news that Divine mother selected us for her endowment (धरोहर). It was very joyful moment for us that we are going to be parents. Although Dr suggested us that my spouse has unicorneate uterus so we have to be careful. We were assured that everything will be fine due to grace of divine mother.We were following the instructions of Dr carefully. But fortune decided something else for us. On 24th may 2018, Amita( Spouse) passed through cesarian and delivered premature baby.He was shifted in nicu. He was stable. Unfortunately,2nd day, his condition got poor and we lost our child. It was saddest part of life that I had to visit crematorium for my baby. Family was not stable. But somewhere voice was coming that whatever I lost ,will get again.It was faith on divine mother.
Dr suggested us that complications would be more in next time. So it was risq to mother also in next time. So I approached a astrologer for knowing possibility.He said that due to planet position , possibility is not ok. So there is a lot of confusion that should we go for next or not.
So finally we decided to go badrika ashram. It was inspiration of mother divine.we met guru mahraj and our faith started fly . This time ,we were more prepared to carry the endowment of mother divine. Because ,it was reason that Amita got vision of mother divine to give her endowment during recitation of durga chalisa. So finally ,we got प्रसाद of mother divine through blessing of guru maharaj. His name is shreehan. We called him sri as nick name.Sreehan is name of bhagwan shree hari and shree is the name of mother divine.
या देवी सर्वभूतेषु मातृरूपेण संस्थिता,
नमस्तस्यै नमस्तस्यै नमस्तस्यै नमो नमः।।