Since childhood you were in my mind,
But i never felt in that way,
The way i am feeling now.
Losing you was just an another memory for me,
But now i feel that loss.
I cannot see your picture,
Just because i cannot handle my emotions,
But you know i love you.
I don’t know your dreams for me,
I even did not get chance to know you well,
But mom after all i am your part,
And i know i am making you proud.
I always tried to find you in another women,
But mom it’s not easy,
I do have a person who loves me like you,
But still i miss you.
I never understood,
Why people say mother is a mother,
But i think now i can understand.
I really wish i could be able to feel you,
I could have done something for you.
Maa i don’t know where you are,
But sometimes i try to find you in stars,
Although i don’t believe in this theory,
But you know sometimes i want to,
Sometimes i feel like you will come,
Like in tv shows parents give surprise to their kids,
You will also do,
I wish this could happen.