Imperfectly Perfect

I have a trouble of saying No. For that my few friends from past took me for granted they asked me for monetary help and after getting they simply disappeared .
Recently my two friends upon whom I rely so much, one was my room mate in hostel and other one was very good friend of mine . I often talk about spirituality with them enlightenment , Law of karma etc. But deep down they get me some mad man and they did the same Extract money from me with some fraud Scheme .  I already have instinct that my money will not come return but I gave them on trust both of them are earning far better then me and has no responsibility of family and both of them know my present financial condition .But still  somehow  I manage to gave them money on trust . Same thing happened  they broke friendship just because they don’t want to give my money back . It hurts little much but on other side I believe at least two fake people get out of my life with a little fee before it could be more .

My few belief about Money

If money or wealth really that important then why Alexander and Genghis khan died unsatisfied.
And we can see many examples from our society from those who is corrupt or fraud somehow pay their price in same life in form of loss of health , wealth, child,  peace etc. ( Chori ka maal mori me).

I always look for  perfect life with perfect people but as Swami Vivekananda says if you yourself is so perfect then what are you doing in this imperfect world.

World can never be perfect because perfection revoke Growth and change.

Osho

You are perfect as you are. With all your imperfections you are perfect. If you are imperfect, you are perfectly imperfect
Osho