Believe it or not, all of my life I have depended on everyone else for EVERYTHING. All of my 20’s I let my husband do it all, except for be a stay at home father. From the age of 19 till I was 26 I was a stay at home mother. I got my first job at the age of 26 and I got my license for the first time at the age of 28. My husband was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer and sadly passed away last year in Jan 21 2020. This is the first time in my life where my life was and is My responsibility. I no longer have anyone making “any” decisions for me, this time it is all me and me alone. I have come so far. I have been a drug addict, an alcoholic. I have been dragged through the mud and severely taken advantage of but despite all of that I have become stronger. I am descovering my truth and who I really am.