I am in love with Lalita sahastra namavali. It feels not good when I forget the lines in between and need to refer to the book. It feels am lacking and lagging behind when I am unable to recall the esoteric meaning of some particular name and need to refer to written texts. It feels weak when eyes get tired and body also doesn’t cooperate fully.
To get over these hurdles, my soul has carved a new path. Thanks to the sheer urge to keep eyes closed and chant lalita sahastra nama. Thanks to the deep urge and yearning to always play the meaning of each nama in background while the mouth speaks the divine name. As also my pranaams to the ever increasing necessacity inside to never ever utter any harsh and untruthful word from this mouth who wants to utter only Maa’s divine names.
Together all these make me a very fit case – a case when reborn, MUST walk the path from the very first new breath. So am okay if am not over ambitious now. Am in no hurry to achieve the ultimate goal in this very life. Why? Well, since memory is no more sharp; since body is no more strong; since eyes start watering when exposed to digital screen.
So, all in all, best way is to keep enjoying the retiring phase now, and not stressing myself.
Next life seems a very good idea, a better option, and the best way. And my pre-warning to all the young devotees – please beware and be prepared. 🥰🥰🥰 Universe will be sending me to such a womb, to those parents, who would become the medium to further put me in Swamiji’s lap. Hari bol 🤗🤗🤗🤗. And then Swamiji would put His divine hands on my head and bless me with super-fast speed to walk the path.💃💃💃
आएगी जरूर चिठ्ठी मेरे नाम की सब देखना 🥰🥰🥰🥰
My further path is well chalked out now. No hurry, no worry.