I was thinking why shall I not cheat or steal, why am I inconsistent, why am I indiscipline, why don’t I have any motivation to do certain things in life, why am I always afraid. Am I kind to others or cruel to others? Am I a positive mindset person or a toxic person? Have I done justice to situations or I was unjust. Am I understanding what is right and what is wrong or it’s just my beliefs?
I was getting confused with all these thoughts coming in my mind. I was stuck in life. Now I was driven by others. I was overwhelmed with these thoughts and soon my overthinking took over my actions. Soon I wanted some solution or the knowledge behind this confusion.
Then I heard a story about 2 wolves living inside each one of us. One wolf is Evil. It has a big army controlled by anger, envy, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, deceit and false pride. Second Wolf is good. It also has a huge army controlled by joy, love, sympathy, content, pride, self-esteem, compassion and faith.
Which one will win? Whichever I will feed.