The Journey from “I” to Becoming “ONE” with the Universe.

                                                My Journey

A very warm greetings to all of you, today is a new day as the Mother Earth entered in a new dimension of energies and for the healers it must have been a very hectic and stretchy day, to simplify, today is a new birth of the Mother Earth in terms of AI (Artificial Intelligence).

Today, my writing would be more of a journal. I will share today what I have going through since few years and how I was able to overcome all the panic, anxieties till now.

Starting with where I have excelled in my journey is might be way too normal for every other human being on this planet and I have faced same kind of problems as everyone might have faced off, however, my lookout has always been different towards these problems.

My journey started in 2014-15 where in I started to feel a little bit of problems in every sphere of my life, professionally and personally both ways. Sometimes, I had beaten(in means of work) up professionally by someone and sometimes I had to bear pain socially or personally. But as we are human beings and we have a tendency to face things like this and taught from early childhood ,that it is okay to be beaten up by life as

“jo gir ke khada ho ,wo hi mukkadar ka sikandar kehlata hai”,a famous quote in hindi.

I was also growing up in the same perspective from my childhood as I have brought up with single parent and me and my sister have almost always seen scarcity or biasness though we were told by our mother every time that as I am a single parent , and you tend to face all this…and we also digested such kind of thoughts because definitely, this is true as we look into the parts of society.

Growing was never easy for me and my sister although we merged ourselves so beautifully that people around us (relatives and friends) tend to love us for this softness and stability in us. Because we always have been of understanding behavior whatever the circumstances may.

Now ,as I grew up I fell in love and married a guy of my choice but as he was from other castes my family (relatives)opposed me though with lot of contraventions we got married. Getting to know his family was way too much for me,because I am very different kind of person and they are very much different.

With almighty’s grace we reproduced two baby boys and with Saiappa’s grace they are happy and healthy. Now I am sure everyone who is reading this story till now is amazed what a beautiful life ….hold on let me go a little further…

Here comes a twist…there have been tremendous fights and problems which we two faced till now and gone into a trauma kind of state….such a trauma caused us ,both of us mental illness where in we don’t want to see each other and we fell apart.

Though as we have been destined to be together we are still together in ways no one can ever understand…and to be precise they are divine ways because we are guided divinely and since long we have been guided divinely, and with my whole heart I forgive those who have been a part of this trauma and did things that I never imagined and forget wholeheartedly that whatever has happened with me was destined to happen.

I am sharing this on a social platform because I have been guided to do so, although I am a person who is very afraid to share her personal life with anyone though today I am bound to write all this because Divine is guiding me to do so and I never like to intervene in the ways of the divine order. I am just a medium so I am just following my path.

Today, I would like to give a message to those people who are in need to read this and to give a clear message that it’s important to be pure and to be true from your heart…don’t fall into the traps (such as jealousy, envy, impurity, apathy) that the enemy(here enemy means the negative energies of the Earth)tries to trap you in.

Everyone has their life path assigned to them…only with the purification of oneself, a person can understand which path they need to follow….As quoted in Bhagwad Geeta:-

तत्रैकाग्रं मन: कृत्वा यतचित्तेन्द्रियक्रिय: |
उपविश्यासने युञ्ज्याद्योगमात्मविशुद्धये || 12||
समं कायशिरोग्रीवं धारयन्नचलं स्थिर: |
सम्प्रेक्ष्य नासिकाग्रं स्वं दिशश्चानवलोकयन् || 13||

Meaning:

Seated firmly on it, the yogi should strive to purify the mind by focusing it in meditation with one pointed concentration, controlling all thoughts and activities. He must hold the body, neck, and head firmly in a straight line, and gaze at the tip of the nose, without allowing the eyes to wander.

Though ,Right now I am not well, having extreme headache as due to the change in the dimensions of the Earth’s sphere. Still I am writing…indeed the purpose is to teach everyone about purity, humanity, kindness and compassion because I am divinely guided and alike me ,Everyone else can also understand their path ,if one tends to perceive only purity in every form as we are a part of the spirit which is pure and divine.

I request everyone to start being a healer and if one doesn’t know how to be pure and how to be a healer …..Just surrender your thoughts and works on the feet of your lord(any form of deity-Be it Krishna, Mata Rani, Saiappa, Christ, Allah).

As mentioned in Bhagwat Geetam,

Surrender is not giving up but letting go….

सर्वधर्मान्परित्यज्य मामेकं शरणं व्रज |
अहं त्वां सर्वपापेभ्यो मोक्षयिष्यामि मा शुच: || 66||

Meaning:

Abandon all varieties of dharma’s and simply surrender unto me alone. I shall liberate you from all sinful reactions; do not fear.

Keep chanting the name of almighty

Jai Shree Hari

Peace.